One Hour

I had the most wonderful hour with my two boys last Tuesday (July 27). It was as if nothing had ever happened... Hugs, smoochies, squeezes!!!

We jammed so much into that one hour, it was exhausting. I must've lost 5 lbs with all the running. We played baseball, football, ran, played on the swings, the slides, we played in the water and we rested. Then we wrestled! Fun, fun, fun!!!

The boys were emotional in the last 3-5 minutes after getting in the car to leave. They both said they didn't want to leave me.... Sweet boys... It tears me up.

The next day, I received a call from the case worker stating that if everything was a go for normal parenting, it could take another 6 weeks/two months or so before CPS's recommendation makes its way through all the attorneys, the counselors, & finally back to the judge. Pathetic & sad.... It hurts everybody involved - especially my sons..