165 days....

...and counting.

I am not allowed to contact them. It's been 165 long, difficult days since I've seen them or even heard my two young boys' voices. I'll bet they don't even sound the same. I'm sure they don't even look the same.

Finally, after 5 months of her prodding, there is a 4th deg. child abuse allegation (the most minimal child abuse charge possible) - all this so she can make others think and perceive that her multiple offenses of infidelity and her divorce is all about .....ME.

So sad....

Apparently the boys & I are waiting on our 5th or 6th different psychologist to say everything's okay, since everything's been fine on mine since April 21. I've endured four-hour psych evals, several days of testing, answering over 800 questions, counseling, etc, and they all determined 1 (one) finding - that I am completely normal and without issues. I have absolutely no psychological or emotional issues. However, it showed that I was highly stressed during testing.

So.....

I'm wondering at what point is it determined the problem doesn't lie with me? Probably not until after 1. She finally stops seeking sympathy and attention, or 2. She finally comes to grips with herself & then shuts up about me, or 3. God gets her attention with some negative consequence, just like he gets mine and everyone else's and has done so through out history.

Here's to hoping she wises-up & stops all her nonsense regarding me.